ADA APA DENGAN DIRIKU??

Well hello again guys, apa kabar??..moga sihat di bwah lindungan Allah S.W.T bgi smua saudara saudari seislam ku..alhamdulillah utk kali keduanya aku kena chicken pox lagi..hahah..kalian tau apa itu chicken pox..atau pun org pggil dmam cmpak..pertama kali kna demam mcm org maw mati..pnas gila bdan lenguh satu bdan mcm pnat bkerja sharian..esoknya bru la timbul biji-bijiannya yg berwarna merah satu persatu timbul smpai mbuat bala tenteranya sndiri..heheh (>.<")

Syukur hari kelima kena ni..ble x mcm 1st dlu kna sakit hbis demam..tpi kondisi muka skrg mcm deadpool x yakin maw kluar ke bndar, mna gatal takut berjangkit dgan org lagi, byk la lgi dlm fkiran..tertunda cri kerja apa smua..ssah..

BTW baru2 ni..kemarin..iaitu hari sabtu bersamaan dgan 6th august 2016..Mitsubishi ada membuat event "Mitsubihsi Owner Day 2016 Labuan" atau lbih ringkas MOD 2016..well best juga la mnjayakan event tuh...bgi aku best 1st time kn.. and ble detect kekurngan so inshaallah klu ada next year lagi..harap dpt d perbaiki mna yg kurg hehehe..tpi aku pla dlm kondisi ninja btopeng bjacket sweater sgala..x slesa bkringat jdi aku byk duduk dlm kreta kna aircond xD..event bermula 9.00 pagi dan selesai pada waktu 5.30 petang...agak memenatkn tpi sggup demi big event heheh..harap2 ada lagi thun dpan..sbb law ada thun dpan biar abg kac cntik lagi lancer ni..heheh..

Oh ya, my mom tiba2 ask utk knal2 perempuan, sruh kumpul duit khwin..and i was like O.O" Dlam Hati(mommmm...anak mu baru ditinggalkan perempuan hahah...nnti2lah cari tiba2 rasa belum sdia maw btanggungjwab jaga anak org)...tpi jwab.."ndak la..aku rncg maw beli kereta dlu..kac puas zaman bujang"..mom balas "ya la..kreta juga yg cuci kn baju mu..kreta juga yg sediakn kau makan kn?..takkan maw harap mom ja smpai tua jaga kau"..ok aku terkedu..aku pun blas "nntilah blum jumpa yg btul2 jodoh lagi ni"...hahaha...mcm mna maw jumpa..aku pun dlm proses baik pulih..maw cari penganti trus bukan cara aku..sbb knangan masih bermain difikiran..dia pla??..aku tgok dia bhgia ja dgan budak yg dia plih tuh..bgus la aku tumpang gmbira ja..(^-^)..bgi aku biar lah masa yg tentukan, ada apa dgan hati ku ni..biarlah masa yg ssuai kn??..sbb kita tak maw patah hati..kita tak maw benci dendam thdap ssorg..bak kata org lama "The right person will come to you at the right time"..itu jodoh..hehe..(*-^)

Well rasanya itu ja kali yg aku maw citcat kn khidupan...maw smbung sapu ubat cikenpok dlu...T.T night guyss...xoxo jodoh ;P

 

Membuat Lirik LAGU??

Assalamualaikum pembaca, hahah tidak disangka..bertahun aku hidup..rupanya aku mampu mbuat lirik lagu utk member, ni pun hasil dia yg mngajar ku la..sbb katanya aku ni kalau berkata2 manis..maknanya smua deep2..jdi aku pun cuba..alhamdulillah..hasil x tdo smpai jam 6 pagi tuh ada..dan syukur lagu sdah siap..mungkin ada skit la mahu diperbaiki..sbb bila aku dgr lagu tuh..mmg memenuhi piawaian ku..terbaik..terima kasih awai sbb nyanyikan..nnti aku try nyanyi sndiri hehe..klu la ada ble aku share lagu tu d sni..tpi xpa..aku kac kalian lirik lagunya  ;) :-

TENTANG HATI

Verse 1:
Terbangun dari mimpi tidur ku,
Memimpikan dirimu yg jauh dari ku,
Disini aku merindukanmu,
Mengharapkan kau datang kepadaku.

Verse 2:
Mungkin sudah jalan takdir hidupku,
untuk ku jauh dari dirimu,
Tapiku tak bisa menipu hatiku,
Hanya dirimu yg aku inginkan.

Chorus:
Hati ini tak ingin jauh darimu,
tika bumi berputar,
ku berdoa sehingga nafas ku terhenti,
Mungkin ketika itu kau akan mengerti tentang hati ini.

Verse 3:
Masihkah hatimu menginginkan aku,
Seperti aku yg selalu menanti dirimu,
Meski aku terluka,
Ku berharap kau kembali disisiku.

(Back to Chorus)   
     

 

TENTANG HATI

 Hati??..bila berkata tentang hati..aku pelajari satu..yg hati manusia kian berubah-ubah..tak kira hari, bulan, minggu, jam, minit dan saat!!..persoalannya kenapa semudah itu?..dan bila berkata tentang hati..hati berkait perasaan..adakah yg kita syg atau kita cinta itu..mencintai kita??..menyayangi kita?..cinta dan syg thdap keluarga kita tidak dpt nafikn..kasih dan syg mereka tidak tertandingi..

 Tentang Hati, selalunya mereka yg dewasa dan remaja (termasuk aku) mengalami masalah sperti ini. Semuanya bermula dgan ssorg yg kita tak knal kmudian kita knal, kita rapat..mula timbul perasaan "care" dan kemudiannya ia mnjadi "Cinta dan Syg",,dan kalau jodoh smpai ke jinjang pelamin...smua itu fitrah manusia sbnarnya merasa "syg benci suka, etc"...Tpi knp masih org yg tak faham yg bhyanya bermain di kwasan ini (Hati)..adakah ianya hobi??..adakah ianya kerana seronok?..adakah ianya mcm makan gula-gula??..

 Sekali ssorg manusia itu sakit hati, mungkin mereka boleh pertimbangkan dan memaafkn kesalahan yg ptama..kedua kali sakit hati..manusia akan marah.."knpa buat lagi?"..tpi masih mampu memaafkan..kali ketiga..slalunya tiada maaf..tpi itu la beza org yg menyayangi dan disayangi..org yg menyayangi selalu maafkn dan percaya org yg dia syg akan berubah, bljar dan faham dri silapnya satu hari nnti..manakala org yg disayangi..truskn dgan bnda yg dia rasa sronok..tnpa memikir hati org yg menyayanginya..tidakkah dia nampak pengorbanan..tidakkah dia nmpak kesetiaan dan keihklasan org yg menyayanginya??..

 Sebab itulah ada ego manusia, ego manusia ni ada baik ada juga jahat..itu tak dpt dinafikn..sbb aku pasti stiap manusia ada egonya tersendiri, tpi ada masa kita kna rendahkn ego juga, mngalah utk perbaiki sesuatu, kerana ianya cara yg pling munasabah utk mnyelesaikn masalah hati...kita juga jgan pernah sesekali menipu diri sndiri..menipu perasaan..tnpa memikirkan keadaan yg bakal berlaku..sbb bila kita menyayangi ssorg, tiada istillah bhnti, tpi berusahalah sblum terlambat dan percaya bhawa peluang itu sntiasa ada, kerana Allah S.W.T tidak suka hambanya mengalah dan mengeluh tnpa berusaha, malah kita harus yakin dgan apa yg kita buat dan yakin dgan kententuan-Nya.

PRESENT ^.^

 Assalamualaikum..pembuka kata di beri..aku hanya insan biasa yg menaip utk pengalaman diri..di bagi akal di bagi fikiran dan juga hati..mungkin tidak seindah itu bhasa yg aku hendak smpaikn..tpi ckup sekadar sederhana dan senang utk dipaham org.

Maaf ini hanya kiasan, dan aku rancang utk bermula semula..dimulakan dgan bismillah..smoga dgan kiasan-kiasan ini org mampu mempelajari kehidupan dan juga memberi pandangan..inshaallah

XOXO <3 -Cinta Tak Bertuan- 

wa...xD

assalammualaikum....dan selamat malam...amacam cuti bro2 sekalian??..cuti sdah hbis bro..hahah..xD..well masuk hujung bulan november sdah..erm..dlm masa2 tuh berlaku la pkara special dlm hidup ku...

1st. birthday ku..pda 26 nov 2011..aku sdah 20 thun..tidak!!..hilang da "teen" ku skrg ada "ty" jak..huhuh...well masa ni..org pertama yg wish aku sperti biasa la..myQueen..spa lagi kalau bukan Sharain Said...terharu aku..wlupun xda hadiah xpa ar..hadirnya dia dlm hidup ku sdah ckup..:') terima kasih sebab ingat birthday sya SYG..:)..family ku smua ingat ar..dorg smua x ble bgi aku apa2..aku ckp..x pa..kmu ingat..sdah ckup utk aku..:')...haih!!..sdih la pulak..:/

2nd. well..kaki ku bengkak..bdan ku sakit..hahah..special tuh..sbab dri bnda tuh aku belajar..law x sakit..xda nak improve..sbab btul la org ckp..sstgah org mmg ada bakat utk bnda ni..tpi sstgh org kena kerja kras utk menjdi terbaik..mcm aku..kena bkerja keras..x kira la..kalau iyanya mengambil nyawa ku sekali..tpi aku ttap nak cuba...wlumcmmnapun...aku jrg menjaring law men...pasing jak ar..tau org ckp assist...hehe..maw jaring tpi mmg target ku blum brapa ar..x pa2..improve plan2..

3rd. bapa ku maw tlg masuk kn aku keja schlumberger..wa..aku dgr gitu...trus gmbira aku siot..dia minta resume..trus2 aku aku cari resume ku dan esok nya aku kac dia..baru tdi dia hntar ma kwannya..law aku dpt schlumberger tuh..syukur la...:) aku dpt buktikn ma kwan2 ku..aku pun ble sperti mereka..tpi2 wlu senang mcm mna pun...kita kena la bersifat rendah diri..x kira la sekaya perdana mentrei..mahupun sultan..yg pnting is kita kena HUMBLE!!..:)

4th. aku jalan ma myQueen...wa..best..terubat rindu ku seketika..:') dia jumpa aku kat pentas UK tdi..aku rncang nak tapuk dri dia..well..x jadi..dia dtg dri belakang..hehe..jumpa2 jak trus salam..(besala tuh kn?..)..then kmi jalan2 la..rncng maw lunch sma...aku sgka..aku lmbat tdi..tpi tidak..hehe..tq to mr.izam dino @dato sbab bersusah payah hntar aku..thx bro!!..then kmi berpusing la d uk..pastu singgah tmpat c ulfatunissa..cerita2 sekejap..dia makin kurus sikit o..heheh..bgus la tu sihat kn daus(bfnya merangkap kwan baik ku)..:P..haha..

 lpas tuh aku ma myQueen ajak dia lunch sma...1st maw makan KFC..last2 c ulfa ajak p MacD..hahah..heran org MacD aku dtg awal..haha..selalunya malam aku dtg..ni tgah hari..smpat g dorg men2 cari adik ku..haha..adui..pelanggan ttap mereka..ssah juak..xD..then masa makan2 tuh..smpat lagi amik gmbar..heheh..sya dan syg sya..nkal o pic2 kmi..:P..apa maw kontrol o..be yourself la..heheh..lpas tuh..kmi blik ke UK(Ujana Kewangan)...balik..then ada fire drill lagik..adui..hahah..1st time aku kena..x pnah2 ni..hahah

 myQueen trus ajak aku kluar dri UK..firedrill kunuk..aku pun ikut la..dia tarik tgan ku ni..O.O...selama seumur hidupku..aku x pnah kena pgang tgan sma sorg p'puan...aku sbnarnya malu..last2..hnya mampu tersenyum...:) syg ku tarik la..kmi jalan cpat2..hahah...d dpan kmi c dato..sma jua cpat..last2..smpai kluar kmi pgang tgan..btul sumpah aku x pnah pgang tgan p'puan..ni 1st time la..aku skjap blur lpas kluar dri UK...mungkin maw 15-20 minit juga dorg wat..then hbis..kmi pun masuk uk..lpas tuh dia jumpa kakaknya skjap..trus dia balik kedai jap..lpas tuh aku teman dia p survey buat rmbut..hehe..steam rmbut x silap..hehe..pusing punya pusing..then..kmi berpisah sbab..mama c izam maw balik sdah..aku ckp ma myQueen maw balik sdah..tem tuh law ble aku x maw lpas kn tgan dia..but nak balik kn..hehe..lpas smpai destinasi..dia salam dan cium tgan aku..O.O..Masyaallah terkejut aku..tpi xpa..aku pham..tndanya dia respect aku..:) syukur..n lpas tuh kmi terpisah..hehehe

now dlm perancangan maw buat dinner date ma dia..but tgok la mcm mna..law xda hlgan insyaallah jadi..:) law bab bercerita aku mmg smpai lupa dunia..hahah..well..itu la yg berlaku shingga hari ni..yg terbaik dan terburuk dri aku..but apa yg aku jelas kn smua ni istimewa bagi aku..:) sbab stiap detik itu MMG amat bermakna dlam hidup kita...well bro n sis..gtg...nnti da masa..aku cer lagi kisah2 pda bulan december..insyaallah..heheh..assalammualaikum..:)

november!!!!

hello2 nak kopi ke nak milo..maw tnya apa sdah jadio..hahah..november sudah mari la..hari makin tua..hari hari makin ssah la...gua di sni baik2 sedja...well..not that baik la..aku merindui brg2 ku yg di curi..:/ adui..terutamanya lappy ku..ssah eh x da laptop ni..mengharap adik ku yg bini2 ni jak..maw on9 pki ipod x puas ba...ni x lama lgi dia balik u..adui..mmg la..on9 pki ipod g..x pa ar..nnti tggu keja..ada duit lbih..beli la satu..:)..insyaallah..aku ni..masih lgi menunggu pggilan kerja..dui..blum ada jugak..tpi kwan ku ckp..aku konfom dpt..:/ ntah la..sabar jak la...nnti law da keja tntu aku bz tahap gban...x pa mmg kerja bgitu kn..:)..DELCOM i'm waiting your call..please call me!!..xD

kehidupan ku..well..jadi org rumah spnuh masa..what do u expect..hahah..btw baru2 ni..ada eksiden g dkat jaln wong wo lo..balik2 da taw tmpat tuh tjdi kemalangan...=.=..menakutkn..kpda yg slalu kluar malam..enjoy..jga2 la lalu jalan sna..bhya TAHU!!...

Soal hati???..sapa tahu??..aku la tahu..hehe..baru2 ni..aku ada hntar hadiah utk c dia...well..hadiah lama da smpai..tpi dia lmbat2 amik..hehe..sbab aku ckp ma dia..kwan ku salah hntar...tu ar..dia x brapa kesah sgt tuh..xD..heheh..last2 dia cari dan dpt jugak...heheh..gmbira la aku dia dpt hadiah tuh..aku sgka..x dpt2 sdah..heheh..btw hadiah yg ku kac tuh teddy bear dan sekotak coklat..hehe...well..kmi makin ok ar..da masuk 2 bulan lbih..syukur..harap2 la bertahan..law ble smpai ke junjung pelamin..:) amin..insyaallah..yg pnting kmi kna saling mempercayai dan setia..:)..itu jak..heheh

well..kisah hidup ku yg sterusnya???...xda la..just tggu kerja..ada duit..aku nak beli kereta..xD..hehe..ada kereta sndiri..snang jalan..heheh...xda org nak larang..xD..adui..well...gtg...i'll keep you posted again k..xD..tata

Once upon A Time_PART 2

Well in the following year which is 2005, people was moaning about everything that is extraordinary. Well for the nerd boy, he still sees him as the unimprove him. The boy got deducted from the 2nd class to 3rd. This time he faces so much challenge of a life time, because in this year he is at form 2 now. At a stage where his life will change a lot.

It all started at sports for each school houses. Well like always, they have a training session at the evening. The boy and his friends go to the canteen and ate some meal when suddenly, his love at 1st sight appears, and it was like he saw an guardian angel, he cannot take off his eyes from that girl. Then miraclely, the girl saw him with his friends, she says hye to his friend instead of him. The boy got jealous and ask his friend about it. And after a long discussion, the boys friend was his crush at 1st sight old classmate back at secondary school, no wonder.

After a long week of training session, the day final come. The day when the boy finally says hye to the girl of his 1st crush. It was at the stairs of the school building, the girl go up at the same time the boy says hye to her, and the respond was nothing. So the boy got an idea, he knew a boy from the girl's class and meet him. He said to the boy, "send my regards to her, but dont tell it is me okay", the boy from the girl class says alright.

Well he continued to do that untill the girl of his 1st crush said to the boys friend that she'll never answer again untill she knows who is the boy that keep sending regards to her. The boy told the nerd boy like that and he was shock, but still he ask that boy to carry on. Untill one day, the nerd boy tell his friend who sits beside him in the classroom whom he likes. After he told his friend, his friend said "i'll tell her". And as his friend mentioned like that, the girl came across his class, the nerd boy was like WTH. His friend calls the girls sister and tell her that the nerd boy likes her twin sister. The boy was unsettled with his condition and try to cover up his own self. Then the girls came across again suddenly stop for a while and look to the nerd boy class and saw him. He says hye and the girl of his 1st crush says hye to and smiled at him. The boy felt like that was his luckiest day ever.

As day pass by, the boy and his 1st crush become more closer than ever. At that time, the boy said to his self that his life is going to change forever. So the boy tried to make her as his couple, he ask, but sadly he was rejected. The boy didnt give up, instead he tried and tried and tried again. Well he give the girl sometime, and they become even more close, the boy always call her, text her, give her present and many more. So he was finally ready at the end of the year to try and purpose the girl of his 1st crush for the 2nd time.

It was in the eve of new year 2006, he went to town with his buddies at night to see the new years celebration with the hopes of meeting his 1st crush. He text her and still fail to find her. Untill when it was almost midnight he text the girl " happy new year.. Would you care to be my special one, because i love you from the moment i met you for the 1st time in my life". He sent like that to the girl, but still no respond. So the boy tried to call her and the girl answer it, they talked about new year then the boy confess to her, he said "actually i tried to tell you that i love you and i was never going to get that chance, but tonight i really need you to know and need your answer, i love you ********, would you be my girl??". He said with all his heart, the girl said " i do love you, but i love you just as a friend, i'm sorry i dont meant to hurt you, i'm sorry again", the boy replied " its okay, i cant force you to love me more than that, its okay as long as we are still friends". The boy the wishes her happy new year and says goodbye for the night.

The boy knows what his 1st crush feel for him, but for him there's no other girl that can take her place in his heart. So he keeps waiting for a miracle that dont even came.

what will happen to the boy next??..is he going to wait or is he going to find someone new??..TO BE CONTINUED