wa...xD

assalammualaikum....dan selamat malam...amacam cuti bro2 sekalian??..cuti sdah hbis bro..hahah..xD..well masuk hujung bulan november sdah..erm..dlm masa2 tuh berlaku la pkara special dlm hidup ku...

1st. birthday ku..pda 26 nov 2011..aku sdah 20 thun..tidak!!..hilang da "teen" ku skrg ada "ty" jak..huhuh...well masa ni..org pertama yg wish aku sperti biasa la..myQueen..spa lagi kalau bukan Sharain Said...terharu aku..wlupun xda hadiah xpa ar..hadirnya dia dlm hidup ku sdah ckup..:') terima kasih sebab ingat birthday sya SYG..:)..family ku smua ingat ar..dorg smua x ble bgi aku apa2..aku ckp..x pa..kmu ingat..sdah ckup utk aku..:')...haih!!..sdih la pulak..:/

2nd. well..kaki ku bengkak..bdan ku sakit..hahah..special tuh..sbab dri bnda tuh aku belajar..law x sakit..xda nak improve..sbab btul la org ckp..sstgah org mmg ada bakat utk bnda ni..tpi sstgh org kena kerja kras utk menjdi terbaik..mcm aku..kena bkerja keras..x kira la..kalau iyanya mengambil nyawa ku sekali..tpi aku ttap nak cuba...wlumcmmnapun...aku jrg menjaring law men...pasing jak ar..tau org ckp assist...hehe..maw jaring tpi mmg target ku blum brapa ar..x pa2..improve plan2..

3rd. bapa ku maw tlg masuk kn aku keja schlumberger..wa..aku dgr gitu...trus gmbira aku siot..dia minta resume..trus2 aku aku cari resume ku dan esok nya aku kac dia..baru tdi dia hntar ma kwannya..law aku dpt schlumberger tuh..syukur la...:) aku dpt buktikn ma kwan2 ku..aku pun ble sperti mereka..tpi2 wlu senang mcm mna pun...kita kena la bersifat rendah diri..x kira la sekaya perdana mentrei..mahupun sultan..yg pnting is kita kena HUMBLE!!..:)

4th. aku jalan ma myQueen...wa..best..terubat rindu ku seketika..:') dia jumpa aku kat pentas UK tdi..aku rncang nak tapuk dri dia..well..x jadi..dia dtg dri belakang..hehe..jumpa2 jak trus salam..(besala tuh kn?..)..then kmi jalan2 la..rncng maw lunch sma...aku sgka..aku lmbat tdi..tpi tidak..hehe..tq to mr.izam dino @dato sbab bersusah payah hntar aku..thx bro!!..then kmi berpusing la d uk..pastu singgah tmpat c ulfatunissa..cerita2 sekejap..dia makin kurus sikit o..heheh..bgus la tu sihat kn daus(bfnya merangkap kwan baik ku)..:P..haha..

 lpas tuh aku ma myQueen ajak dia lunch sma...1st maw makan KFC..last2 c ulfa ajak p MacD..hahah..heran org MacD aku dtg awal..haha..selalunya malam aku dtg..ni tgah hari..smpat g dorg men2 cari adik ku..haha..adui..pelanggan ttap mereka..ssah juak..xD..then masa makan2 tuh..smpat lagi amik gmbar..heheh..sya dan syg sya..nkal o pic2 kmi..:P..apa maw kontrol o..be yourself la..heheh..lpas tuh..kmi blik ke UK(Ujana Kewangan)...balik..then ada fire drill lagik..adui..hahah..1st time aku kena..x pnah2 ni..hahah

 myQueen trus ajak aku kluar dri UK..firedrill kunuk..aku pun ikut la..dia tarik tgan ku ni..O.O...selama seumur hidupku..aku x pnah kena pgang tgan sma sorg p'puan...aku sbnarnya malu..last2..hnya mampu tersenyum...:) syg ku tarik la..kmi jalan cpat2..hahah...d dpan kmi c dato..sma jua cpat..last2..smpai kluar kmi pgang tgan..btul sumpah aku x pnah pgang tgan p'puan..ni 1st time la..aku skjap blur lpas kluar dri UK...mungkin maw 15-20 minit juga dorg wat..then hbis..kmi pun masuk uk..lpas tuh dia jumpa kakaknya skjap..trus dia balik kedai jap..lpas tuh aku teman dia p survey buat rmbut..hehe..steam rmbut x silap..hehe..pusing punya pusing..then..kmi berpisah sbab..mama c izam maw balik sdah..aku ckp ma myQueen maw balik sdah..tem tuh law ble aku x maw lpas kn tgan dia..but nak balik kn..hehe..lpas smpai destinasi..dia salam dan cium tgan aku..O.O..Masyaallah terkejut aku..tpi xpa..aku pham..tndanya dia respect aku..:) syukur..n lpas tuh kmi terpisah..hehehe

now dlm perancangan maw buat dinner date ma dia..but tgok la mcm mna..law xda hlgan insyaallah jadi..:) law bab bercerita aku mmg smpai lupa dunia..hahah..well..itu la yg berlaku shingga hari ni..yg terbaik dan terburuk dri aku..but apa yg aku jelas kn smua ni istimewa bagi aku..:) sbab stiap detik itu MMG amat bermakna dlam hidup kita...well bro n sis..gtg...nnti da masa..aku cer lagi kisah2 pda bulan december..insyaallah..heheh..assalammualaikum..:)

november!!!!

hello2 nak kopi ke nak milo..maw tnya apa sdah jadio..hahah..november sudah mari la..hari makin tua..hari hari makin ssah la...gua di sni baik2 sedja...well..not that baik la..aku merindui brg2 ku yg di curi..:/ adui..terutamanya lappy ku..ssah eh x da laptop ni..mengharap adik ku yg bini2 ni jak..maw on9 pki ipod x puas ba...ni x lama lgi dia balik u..adui..mmg la..on9 pki ipod g..x pa ar..nnti tggu keja..ada duit lbih..beli la satu..:)..insyaallah..aku ni..masih lgi menunggu pggilan kerja..dui..blum ada jugak..tpi kwan ku ckp..aku konfom dpt..:/ ntah la..sabar jak la...nnti law da keja tntu aku bz tahap gban...x pa mmg kerja bgitu kn..:)..DELCOM i'm waiting your call..please call me!!..xD

kehidupan ku..well..jadi org rumah spnuh masa..what do u expect..hahah..btw baru2 ni..ada eksiden g dkat jaln wong wo lo..balik2 da taw tmpat tuh tjdi kemalangan...=.=..menakutkn..kpda yg slalu kluar malam..enjoy..jga2 la lalu jalan sna..bhya TAHU!!...

Soal hati???..sapa tahu??..aku la tahu..hehe..baru2 ni..aku ada hntar hadiah utk c dia...well..hadiah lama da smpai..tpi dia lmbat2 amik..hehe..sbab aku ckp ma dia..kwan ku salah hntar...tu ar..dia x brapa kesah sgt tuh..xD..heheh..last2 dia cari dan dpt jugak...heheh..gmbira la aku dia dpt hadiah tuh..aku sgka..x dpt2 sdah..heheh..btw hadiah yg ku kac tuh teddy bear dan sekotak coklat..hehe...well..kmi makin ok ar..da masuk 2 bulan lbih..syukur..harap2 la bertahan..law ble smpai ke junjung pelamin..:) amin..insyaallah..yg pnting kmi kna saling mempercayai dan setia..:)..itu jak..heheh

well..kisah hidup ku yg sterusnya???...xda la..just tggu kerja..ada duit..aku nak beli kereta..xD..hehe..ada kereta sndiri..snang jalan..heheh...xda org nak larang..xD..adui..well...gtg...i'll keep you posted again k..xD..tata

Once upon A Time_PART 2

Well in the following year which is 2005, people was moaning about everything that is extraordinary. Well for the nerd boy, he still sees him as the unimprove him. The boy got deducted from the 2nd class to 3rd. This time he faces so much challenge of a life time, because in this year he is at form 2 now. At a stage where his life will change a lot.

It all started at sports for each school houses. Well like always, they have a training session at the evening. The boy and his friends go to the canteen and ate some meal when suddenly, his love at 1st sight appears, and it was like he saw an guardian angel, he cannot take off his eyes from that girl. Then miraclely, the girl saw him with his friends, she says hye to his friend instead of him. The boy got jealous and ask his friend about it. And after a long discussion, the boys friend was his crush at 1st sight old classmate back at secondary school, no wonder.

After a long week of training session, the day final come. The day when the boy finally says hye to the girl of his 1st crush. It was at the stairs of the school building, the girl go up at the same time the boy says hye to her, and the respond was nothing. So the boy got an idea, he knew a boy from the girl's class and meet him. He said to the boy, "send my regards to her, but dont tell it is me okay", the boy from the girl class says alright.

Well he continued to do that untill the girl of his 1st crush said to the boys friend that she'll never answer again untill she knows who is the boy that keep sending regards to her. The boy told the nerd boy like that and he was shock, but still he ask that boy to carry on. Untill one day, the nerd boy tell his friend who sits beside him in the classroom whom he likes. After he told his friend, his friend said "i'll tell her". And as his friend mentioned like that, the girl came across his class, the nerd boy was like WTH. His friend calls the girls sister and tell her that the nerd boy likes her twin sister. The boy was unsettled with his condition and try to cover up his own self. Then the girls came across again suddenly stop for a while and look to the nerd boy class and saw him. He says hye and the girl of his 1st crush says hye to and smiled at him. The boy felt like that was his luckiest day ever.

As day pass by, the boy and his 1st crush become more closer than ever. At that time, the boy said to his self that his life is going to change forever. So the boy tried to make her as his couple, he ask, but sadly he was rejected. The boy didnt give up, instead he tried and tried and tried again. Well he give the girl sometime, and they become even more close, the boy always call her, text her, give her present and many more. So he was finally ready at the end of the year to try and purpose the girl of his 1st crush for the 2nd time.

It was in the eve of new year 2006, he went to town with his buddies at night to see the new years celebration with the hopes of meeting his 1st crush. He text her and still fail to find her. Untill when it was almost midnight he text the girl " happy new year.. Would you care to be my special one, because i love you from the moment i met you for the 1st time in my life". He sent like that to the girl, but still no respond. So the boy tried to call her and the girl answer it, they talked about new year then the boy confess to her, he said "actually i tried to tell you that i love you and i was never going to get that chance, but tonight i really need you to know and need your answer, i love you ********, would you be my girl??". He said with all his heart, the girl said " i do love you, but i love you just as a friend, i'm sorry i dont meant to hurt you, i'm sorry again", the boy replied " its okay, i cant force you to love me more than that, its okay as long as we are still friends". The boy the wishes her happy new year and says goodbye for the night.

The boy knows what his 1st crush feel for him, but for him there's no other girl that can take her place in his heart. So he keeps waiting for a miracle that dont even came.

what will happen to the boy next??..is he going to wait or is he going to find someone new??..TO BE CONTINUED

October 2011

dan aku secara rasminya menganggur..hahah..bulan lepas la last aku kerja..dan skrg ni..aku mncari pekerjaan baru..heheh...baru2 ni hri isnin..aku dpt interview d delcom...well syukur..smua bjalan dgn lncar...boss dan supervisor delcom pun memberi pujian kepada ku...dan skrg..aku cuma tinggal tggu panggilan jak dri mereka..well not bad gak ar gaji yg dorg tawarkn aku..rm1000 utk starting dan blum cmpur OT lgi..hehe..aku bekerja sbgai workshop assistant..dan mungkin byk sdikit..kerja bhgian opis..:)..yg pnting snior2 ku d sna nnti..berikn tnjuk ajar..:) insyaallah..aku akan buat yg terbaik dgn komitmen yg bgus serta kerja yg bkualiti..(law dpt kerja tuh ar)

erm...hari makin cpat berputar, pusing..segalanya la ba..hati ku semakin mer

indukn chibi maruko chan ku...hehe..sebulan da kmi bersama..mmg x terasa la..syukur kepada allah..mengurniakn aku p'puan sprti dia..sorg yg caring..baik..perihatin..smua la..hehe...adui..rindu eh..hehe..tpi dia blajar kn..kena pham la situasinya...aku plak..dok dduk kat umah jak..jadi suri rumah berjaya..haha..adui..spoil eh..well cinta ku balik bulan november ni..dgar2 27 hri bulan...adui..tlpas sehari birthday ku da..sodeh..x pa ar..hehe..yg pnting aku harap dia ingat..:')..hahah..hari2 ku berubah sejak dia masuk ke hidup ku..aku makin ceria dri dlu..bgini kali bila kita suka org..dan org suka kita..aku bdoa kepada-Nya agar hbgan ku ni kekal la smpai bila2...AMIN!!!...aku rncang..lihat lpas 3-5 tahun ni..law aku da stabil,,dia da hbis bljar dan kerja..insyaallah...akan ku pinang dia..uiseh..hahah..adui..x slah merancang...kan Allah yg menentukan segalanya..hehe..apa yg boleh di buat..usaha dan jgan ptus asa..:) dan berdoa kpda-Nya

adui bosan gilak dduk d rumah...hahaha..apa2 pun..i'll keep you all posted next time..till time meet us again..chow..;D

Jalan Cerita..:D

ola...adui..hahah..lama x bukak blog..hehe..bz2..:P..well..masuk bulan ni..aku da last keja da..:D..nasib bek la syg ku pujuk aku..sruh hujung bulan baru bhnti...heheh...aku da apply kat bbrapa syarikat oil and gas..hehe..well btulnya x tahan da,,kena buli jak sma dorg snior2..huhu...BENCI..X SUKA ar..=.=..x pa..nnti mun aku da berhenti..jgn cari aku ar..biar kmu..hahah..(astaghfirullah...biar la org buat jahat ma kita..jgn kita yg buat jahat ma org..^^)...

Oil and Gas...aku nak sgt2 keja d sna...tpi masalhnya aku xda basic..adui..x pa ar..aku hrap2 dpt apply..then di bgi interview.kmudian d beri training..harap2 dpt..amin..well..aku pun da x da inisiatif utk smbung U...huhuh..sbab situasi ku ni..x mengizinkn...x pa la..aku try utk 2nd intake..insyaallah

bhgian HUBUNGAN..erm..well..haha..happy sgt teman kat sini..hehe..bhgianya kita..bila kita menerima org yg menyayangi kita...kita sedar yg diri kita ini di hargai..:) heheh..dan menerima ssorg itu bukan la ssah..kerana..stiap apa yg berlaku pasti ada hikmah dan kebaikan..aku dan chibi maruko chan ku..dah hmpir 1 bulan..mmg x sdar..masa berlalu..aku brharap sgt,,hbgan ku ma dia kekal..dan aku harap..aku dpt mengisi hatinya dgan cinta ku..menjaganya..mbuat dia bhgia..dan menunjukkan dia ke jalan yg bnar..:)...dia ni...sorg yg menarik..unik la..rock2 tpi hatinya halus..sehalus pasir..sorg yg btul2 caring..open minded..pelawak..ada2 jak ar..:P...

well..erm..c Dia..apa cer eik??..c Dia da ada boyfren da..erm..aku trut gmbira ar..tpi pda masa yg sama..ada jugak jealous dan terasa sikit..hahha..adui..besa la kn..kita melepaskn org yg kita suka..tpi aku x taw ar..Dia masih anggap aku kwan ka x..erm..tuhan jak yg tahu..well..aku tgok Dia mcm happy da...kan da dkat dan dpat org yg dia syg..syukurla..:) ..sya sntiasa mendoakn kbhgian utk kwan2 sya..^^ ..harap dia xda da..sakit2 hati g..kena curg g..kena permainkn g..dan sebgainya.."sya trut bhgia utknya..wlupun akhirnya bukan dgn sya"....doa kn utk kbhgian sya jugak ya KAMU..:)

adui..as day past by..i'll learn and improve..to be mature..step by step..hopefully..someday..i'll be a great person to my family,friends and my beloved..:)..AMIN!!..insyaallah...

P/s: jaga diri Syg..<3..kmk tggu ktk balik..xD.."Kamu@c Dia"..jaga diri jugak ya..:)

Cinta Cinta & Cinta.

::<3 3 SEPTEMBER 2011 <3::

Chibi maruko Chan... Saranghaeyo, Aishiteru, te amo, i love you...dan Saya mencintai awak..^o^

jaga la sya..sygi la sya..bhgiakn la sya...kerana..saya akan mempetaruhkn segala apa yg sya ada utk awak..demi allah sya org yg setia...demi allah sya sorg yg berkomitmen..

apa yg sya nak dari awak ialah...awak sggup menerima saya apa adanya..:')

From Labuan with <3

P/s: Syukur kepada Allah..kerana dia tahu apa yg terbaik utk umat-umatnya..^^

ini,itu dan sebagainya...xD

erm..well..da raya da..aku rsa..raya kali ni la..pling best..mmg pergh!! la..x pnah aku beraya d labuan sepenat ini...well..jalan cerita ku..hmpir da kembali normal..nmpaknya..aku da bjaya..dpat balik kehidupan ku yg dlu...erm..plan2 aku berjaya jugak jumpa rentak ku..ahhaa...yg pnting yazrin ini kembali ke masa dlu...tpi yg bezanya ialah just...dia x bersaiz sperti dlu..heheh..keyakinannya tinggi..

erm well..hbgan??...erm aku x taw la..aku serah kn jak ma Allah..bhgian jodoh ku ni..law aku bertindak..smua serba x kena..dan aku lagi dpt tahu satu bnda pnting...cukup la..^^...penat da maw jatuh cinta lagik...hahah...best memang best..tpi law blum ready..jgn la dlu..:D makan hati bro..hahah..aku bdoa agar "tuhan kirim kn aku kekasih yg baik hati..yg menerima aku apa adanya"..uiseh lirik lagu munajat cinta ni..hahah...xD..sabar awak..tggu sya taw!!

erm..aku da nak berhenti kerja..sbab nak ssun balik hidup ku yg da pesong ni...tggu rayuan U..law dpt..sambung la..law x dpt kerja..xD..aku x kesah la..gaji kecik ka apa..yg pnting experience..:) aku nak bukti kn ma org..aku boleh buat...aku nak kerja offshore...^^..itu yg aku aim..law da itu smua ble cerita..heheh...tpi aku kesian dgan bapa ku ar..jadi ka dia jual rumah ni??..law jadi..paksa la pindah rumah..n lpas selesai smua..pindah tawau..law jadi btul2 mcm tuh...ok la gak..dkat dgan family..tpi jauh dgan org yg tsyg..apa ble buat...

erm..aku hairan dgan manusia skrg ni...knpa suka sgat mundur..dripda maju??..hahah..xD...pelik2...bila d tnya..mmg maw maju..tpi..xda juak di buat apa2 utk maju..hahah...hangat2 taik ayam jak..ustzah ku ckp tem skul rendah..hahaha

P/s: chibi maruko chan..sya syg awak..<3.....^^

cuti-cuti malaysia..xD

assalammualaikum...well..da masuk minggu ketiga posa..hehe..erm dlam minggu ketiga ni,,aku belayar p kk..bersama dengan kwan kedai kuching ku c firdaus,,xD..well,,ok jua la..lama da aku x kluar kk dgan sorgnya..slalu ma family jak..heheh..ni ok la..berdikari..kontrol duit dgan sndirinya,,xD..sbtulnya kmi da rncang awal..hujung bulan lpas..tpi..memandangkn ada masalah yg x dpt d elakkan..x la kmi jadi pgi..so kmi tunda..smpai la 19 ni sehingga 21 hari bulan..xD..heheh..

well..kmi beli awal da tiket..2 hari sblum pergi da beli da..erm..ok la juak..senang skit..x kelam kabut...dlam perjalan feri ke menumbok tuh..tjumpa la plak aku sma c ajim..haha..xD..x sgka..well kmi citer2 ar..lama x jumpa kn..mmg dia byk berubah la aku tgok dri dlu..erm..makin matang..:)..bgga jua la aku ma dia..hehe..mmg dlm fikirannya maw cari duit jak..:)..mmg ada ciri2 bakal suami yg bertanggungjwab..insyaallah..

haha..sejurus jak smpai kmi d kk..aku ma daus tggu kwan kmi..c sarul..amik kmi..haha..maw 1 jam lbih tggu..apa nda..jam gila kk..kk da jam..apa lagi law dorg buat jmbtan..konfom lbuan lgik jadi mangsa..haha..well,..hbis kena amik..smpai jak d hotel..kmi rest skjap..trus jalan2 haha...baru la..1st time selama aku berenjoy bjalan..aku krem..haha..byk la kmi p..plaza wawasan,cp,one b..haha,,puas..xD..then kmi berbuka d KFC..heheh..

lpas bebuka..kmi..p kmpung Air kacau pondan..haha..xD..then x lama lpas tuh..kmi sewa k box..menyanyi puas2..xD..then kmi tgok wyg..Final Destination 5 3D..terbaek wok..mmg mntap la..mmg mcm bnda tuh kluar ku muka kita..haha..aku berabis bergerak2 ar..haha..tkut kena..wlupun bnda tuh hnya gmbaran jak..hahah,..jam 1.35 pagi hbis wyg tuh..jam 2 baru balik hotel...then jam 3 baru tdo..

esoknya bgun...jam 11..haha...then trun lagi jalan p cp...p oneb..p suria sabah..p wisma..smua la d pgi..dan smpai jugak la,,hajat ku maw makan burger king..haha.,xD..seriuosly..aku lama da mengidam bnda alah tuh..haha..xD..well..kali ni..kmi balik awal..jam 9 gitu..tpi lpas tuh..kmi jalan lagi balik dlam jam 10 gitu..hahah..xD..p nyanyi2 lgi..d kbox..hahah..1 jam 30 minit..pcah kotak suara..:D...next...kmek balik jam 12..jalan2 lagi p lpak d psar pilipin..haha..dduk dkat siring laut..xD..jam 1 baru jalan balik p hotel..kehujanan o..hahah..xD..

n..menjelang hari terakhir..bgun lmbat lagi..hahha..rncang maw bgun jam 8..ni bgun jam 9.30..hahah..kmi siap2..jalan2 jap d plaza wwasan..then..smpai jam 11..kmi cek out,,jalan p cp..rncang maw jumpa azie but..x sempat..sbab dia smpai..ngam bas..aku maw jalan da..huhu..btw smpat aku beli big apple

utk family aku..n utk c dia..^^...erm..smpai skrg aku x taw mcm mna nak kac..hehe..^^"..law hujung minggu ni...tkut x sedap plak donut tuh..hehhe..erm x pa la..tgok la mcm mna..:)

and skrg ni aku sdang menaip..smbil kepnatan..dan oh ya..aku mula suka bca novel..:)..best rupanya bca novel ni..lbih2 lgi law ada kaitan ma diri kita..hehe..ba..aku chow dlu..maw rehat..penat o..thap gaban..haha..chow..xD

POSA2..xD

Assalammualaikum W.B.T...haha..well..aku tulis ni..da masuk 2 minggu lbih da posa..well..syukur..blum ada pecah g..law ble jgn ada la..hahah...pergh!!..mmg dugaan la posa tem kerja ni..=.=..ada saja..org yg x posa..berani eh mereka..mcm x tkut sma tuhan..tpi itu urusan mereka kn..x pyah la masuk cmpur..hehhe..well..as for me besa la..bz mcm besa..buat company profile..haha..ssah o..mcm buat kerja kursus..tpi..nasib bek ada back up..so senang skit ar..baru2 ni g..buat bank guarantee...3....dua CIMB and satu RHB..hahah...aku in charge o smua kerja2 opis skrg..haha..mcm manager la plak..:P..

erm..sejak kblakangan ni..aku di timpa masalah g..huhu..kali ni paling parah la..berkaitan dgan ekonomi kluarga..skrg ni di ambang kejatuhan..huhu..aku sbgai anak pun x taw apa nak buat..kesian aku tgok dad ku yg bersusah payah maw cari duit utk byr hutang yg byk tuh..hmpir stgah juta..(mana aku nak cari duit gitu byk..huhuh..T_T )..itu la..aku skrg ni..cuma mampu berdoa..harap Allah tunjukkn kmi sekeluarga jalan utk menghadapi dugaan ni..brapa hari ni..mmg aku tgok dad ku stress..then ada smpai satu masa..aku da give up utk smbung belajar..tgok keadaan ku mcm ni..huhu..tgok la mcm mna nnti..skrg ni tgah cari pluang pekerjaan yg ada kaitan ma offshore jak..insyaallah law ada rezeki dpt la..law x..huhu..sabar jak la..usaha lgi..:/

well..ttg hati..erm..well aku ma c dia..ok ar..^^..aku mmg rindu dia..2 minggu ni..kmi da b'buka posa sma2(smpai jugak hajat ku buka posa sma org yg aku syg..:)...)..minggu ni rncang nak b'buka sma2 g..but..x dpt..sbab aku nak p kk hari jumaat ni..aku ckp ma dia..hujung bulan ni la..sblum raya..:)..dia ckp ok..wlupun kmi jrg bcontact..sbab aku taw dia mmg bz tolong aunty dia..kesian pnat dia..byk kerjanya..besa la..boss la katakn..heheh...apa2..pun aku berdoa..harap kmi akan lbih rapat dan baik dripada sblum ni...^^..dan aku berdoa ma Allah..smoga ada jalan dan di permudahkn hbgan utk kmi bersama..insyaallah..

erm..hari2 ku..dalam brapa bulan ni..aku dpt bljar byk perkara ttg hidup..btul la..org kata..kesilapan itu mematangkn kita..dan menyedarkn kita..yg di dunia pnuh dgan liku2 hidup..dan kepentingan kita bersabar..atas segala apa yg berlaku..dan yg paling pnting..ingat Allah sntiasa..^^..

well...aku da jumpa hobi baru da..bergambar...haha..dgan nikon d5100 ku..haha..best jo..bgmbar tem hari2 cuti..relax..lpas stress..huhu..kmu ptut cuba..xD

P/s: kmu..saya rindu kmu..:) harap kmu bek2 jak..byk kn berehat...bila kita jalan..ble sya amik gmbar kmu..:)..bila sya ble dtg ke gerai..xD??..xda ba..heheh....jaga diri..law ada apa2 kac taw jak Captain America labuan(saye)..xD

Assalammualaikum..^O^

Assalammualaikum...erm..lama x bukak blog ni..heheh..erm..lama x bukak, skrg posa sdah..hehe..genap satu minggu..erm..syukur alhamdulillah..sya di sini sihat..dan masih belum bocor lgi puasanya..heheh..mcm2 rintangan dan benda2 yg berlaku..heheh..ada saja yg x kena...haha..Cobaan

well 1st day posa, okay la..but lapar jua eh..nek jam 12..hahah..berbunyi perut..aduh gastrik ni..hahah..alasan maw escape..gila ka..mesti full..mna ble x full..heheh..malu o..law org taw kita x full..huhuh..well..skali b'buka..air saja yg d hntam..haha..nasi x byk..tpi lauk..hahah..adeh..xD..2nd day erm smua ok ar..mcm besa xda yg luar biasa..3rd day..aku nmpka org yg aku suka,syg n cinta menjual..( bersyukur aku ma allah..sbab di ketemukan ma dia tem2 begini..pdahal baru jak sabtu lpas jumpa)...tpi syg..dia x nmpak aku..aku dri jauh jak la tgok dia..mcm menghendap plak..ish3..hehe..^^"

4th day hari khamis..hahah..well..ni la masa paling penat..=.=...aku buat renew bank guarantee..dua tempat lgi...jabatan laut(Rm15,000) n antara steel mills (Rm100,000)..byk tuh..hahah..law aku d kac..pergh!!..buat investment trus..ahhah..5th day..well hari jumaat x byk ar..but ada kapal dtg hari isnin ni..so..isnin ni mmg sibuk..haha...hbis la..n..selama brapa bulan aku x smbhyg d pohon batu..selalu d bndar jak..tersmbhyg jugak aku d pohon batu..syukur..^^..erm..okay..itu ar hari2 yg ku hadapi selama posa..hehe..oh ya..lagi satu..aku di sruh buat profile company..punya ssah..mati la..mcm buat folio..huhuh

skrg ni..aku da masalah baru lagi..bercakap dgan sndirinya(self talk)..x pnah2 ni..byk aku tnya org..dorg ckp..tekanan la,apa la..smua la..tpi yg aku cek masalah ku ni ada pda budak2..law budak2 normal..tpi law org besar?? mcm mna tuh..O.o..hahah..mungkin d sebabkn aku x da tempat meluahkn kot..ckp psal benda ni..aku rindu situasi ku sma c DIA...dlu sblum kmi ada hal..dia jak la tmpat aku mengadu..aku x taw npa..sbab aku percaya dia lbih dri kwan2 ku...mcm2 la aku cerita..dri kartunnya smpai la realiti..dan yg lcunya smua la d mata ku salah..hairan c DIA..haha..skrg ni..aku dan c DIA jrg da berkomunikasi..ada gak aku sms..dia x blas(mayb bz or pnat kot..^^")..erm..aku rindu sgt ma dia ..smua la..tawa nya..suaranya..marahnya...aku rindu smua tuh..dia mmg sorg yg kasar..tpi aku suka..sbab dia tnjukkn dia yg sbnarnya..bukan lakonan(bukan mcm p'puan len kontrol)..keikhlasannya aku boleh rasa..mmg dia bukan cinta pndang pertama ku..tpi dia cinta yg allah beri padaku(org yg mmg aku xsgka langsung..aku boleh jatuh cinta..itu la kuasa allah)..T_T...ada ka dia di sana merindui aku??...huhuhu...(Allah saja yg tahu :/)...aku mampu sabar dan byk kn berdoa saja..:/

k la teman2..gotta go..next time g me post eik..silap2 lpas raya ni kali..insyaallah..sblum raya kmek post perkembangan..selamat berposa..kepada saudara seislam ku..Assalammualaikum

once upon a time - part 1

In year 2004, there this one young ugly boy, who just got in SMK Mutiara to pursue his dream just like other kids. This boy,well he got in the 1st class out of 7 classes, when eventually he takes an exam and he failed. The school put him in the 2nd class. After the orientation, well he met his new classmates. Not a very welcome one but somehow he and some of the boys get a long well and some not. The boy can be describe as a "nerd", well by the looks he is one, because he wears his pants above his belly button, slop hair cut, plus the chubby looks.

One day, he and his friends came with an idea, the idea is try to tackling (flirt). Well when they came up with the idea, the boy looks at his friends and says that they are just joking. But they werent joking, so the boy think, with his looks, how come a girl will like him. Then after they run the project, all of his friends got girls except for this boy. Well the boy feel so dissapointed, why his friends can get so easy with girls, and he doesnt. He got back at home and start to think and stare at the mirror, looking at himself. He saw him a not good looking boy, fat. From that point on he know why girls dont want him.

As day, weeks and months past, there is something happening to the boy. Well it was recess time, the boy want to go up to his class and eventually met with this group of girls and he try to smile with one of them, neither one of them give response untill this one girl. Well the boy was stuck, he was like in a coma for a while after he saw this girl, the feeling was like no other, he cant describe, his heart was pumping strongly, well that was when he realised that the girl was his love at 1st sight. Well at 1st the girls just says hye's and smile thats all, still the boy always look after her, although she doesnt even know that the boy fall for her. The boy ask his friends who she is, where she from and live, all about her.

Well untill the end of the year, the boy didnt do anything to even greet her, because he is so shy. The boy was so addicted with the girl untill he wrote the girls name on his desk, books and etc. He was like a crazy boy everyday, everynight its all about the girl. He tried to search for the girls phone number but, as people say this girl is not like ordinary girl. His friends told him that the girl once have a boyfriend in secondary school, but her boyfriend leave her because he have to follow his family to another country. The boy understood the story and says he'll not do anything, because he thinks that the girl are still in contact with her boyfriend. Well school ended, and it was holiday, school will start next year. As for the boy, he still have high hopes that one day he'll can get to know this girl who he think his love at 1st sight.........TO BE CONTINUED..^^

new family..XD.

helo..ola..annyong...xD...heheh..phew..what a bz week..starting from my cousin marriage then to work..xD..hahah..from the positve aspect...dpt cuti ar..hehhe..from the negative one is..TIRING..=.="..hahha..aku pun terlibat dalam mengruskan khwin kazen...well smua start dgan nikah d kk..d masjid negeri..then smpai p tawau aku aku d kejut kn..dgan menjadi pengapit..ahahha..=.="..smua org suka..tpi aku sejuk..xD..ada lgi makcik2 yg ejek.."ba ya(pggilan bapa ku).nda lama lgi anak mu lgi ni"..ada ka mcm tuh..(tkut gila aku...ramai org d dpan..mcm membentang kerja khusus jak..aahha..)...well..ni ada sikit photoshot nya..erm..majlis tu d jalan kn dri pgi smpai ptg..the smbung malam lgi..(acara memotong kek)..sepanjang majlis d jalan kn..smua berjalan dgan lncar ar..hbis jak majlis tuh..tersadai aku d atas katil kepenatan..xD..

well..hbis jak..lusanya kmi balik ke kk...stay sehari d sna...jalan2 ar..p ambil bola boling adik..then..jalan2 cari makan..byk gak a

r aku beli..cover utk i

phone n ipod..haha..xD..heheh..dlam bjalan2 tuh..aku da limpas ma kedai famous amos.(fav org yg aku syg dan cinta..

xD)..kedai ni kira mcm kedai jual2 cookies2..n coklat2..hehe..ada duit lebih..aku belikn ar..^^..balik ja

k dri kk..malam tu gak aku kac..hehehe..^

^..x rehat lgi..eheh..

lepas tuh..selang brapa hari..bapa ku ada nak cari kn adik ku yg bongsu camera nikon..well..ada la gak kmi servay2...and last2 jumpa la jugak..nikon d5100..punya mahal

..RM2700..adeh..gila eh..hahahah..law aku da beli satu laptop n handphone baru lagi..haha..xD...

x pa la..ada jugak byk kebaikannya bnda ni..hehe..lgi pun camera mmg pling mantop ar..hehe...tpi aku risau sgt2..pndai x dia jaga bnda ni..(aku la yg pegang law maw selamat..haha..)..well camera ni utk kegunaan keluarga ju

gak..sapa2 ble pki..heheh..

erm..skrg ni..aku pun tgah kumpul duit utk beli laptop baru..h

ehe..laptop acer iconic tab..2 dalam 1 o..hehe..ble jadi mcm ipad n mcm laptop juak.

.heheh..aku da test hari tuh..but..x pa..sbar2..nnti smbung beljar..harap2 dpt la beli laptop baru..hahah..xD..

well2..masa yg begitu singkat...byk lgi maw kongsi cerita ni..but..x pa..nnti da masa sya cer2 lgi..hehe..adios amigos..

P/s: O.o!!

Ola..xD

wei2..lama da x sntuh benda ni...hahah...how u all doin??..mesti fine2 saja kn..heheh..^^..well..me fine2 saja...lama sgt da x update blog ni..bz ar..dalam pertengahan bulan ni..besa la tuh kn...mna keja..mna aktiviti nya g..pnat2...

well..sntuh psal keja...dah masuk pertengahan thun aku kerja..hahah..xD..sgguh x sedar...mmg btul cpat masa berjalan..sgt len la..situasinya law tem sekolah..law sekolah..rsa mcm bkurun abad lamanya..heheh..dalam aku keja smpai ptgahan thun ni..byk jugak la aku bljar..antaranya...buat file..tutup file..menaip(guna mesin taip..bukan komputer)..buat surat..renew ini, renew itu...pergi kesini(kastam & jabatan laut)..pergi kesana(beli barang2 opis..ambil duit d bank) dan kesitu(mengular..xP..hahah..law x bz jak..baru kluar)...tpi..still..aku masih kena byk belajar g..byk g bnda yg aku x tahu..well..dah nak masuk enam bulan ni...ssah da nak simpan duit(gaji)..ada jak nak d belanja..haha..xD.

Utk kehidupan ku plak..akhirnya..aku da ada iphone ku sendiri..hahah..xD..hari tu ipod..sekarang iphone..ala..iphone 3G jak pun..bukan iphone 3Gs or iphone 4..huhuh..law yg jenis gini..paksa tggu keja ttap ar..heheh..ala..beli 2nd jak pun..member yg jual da beli iphone 4..heheh..so kira ambil alih ar..hehe...well..rsa gak la..mcm hidup da kerja dan bergaji ni..ssah nak kwal nafsu berbelanja..hehe..^^"..aku pun da beli kasut kerja(tpi jenis futsal punya)..hhehe..si DIA(org yg d sayang dan dicintai) pulak apa kbar??..hehe..dia baik2 aja..bukan c DIA sdah..tukar nama jadi Candle Queen ..ehehe..well..kami ok ar..happy dgan situasi skrg..kesian dia..smpai skrg blum da keja..(x pa..sabar lgi..kelak ada tuh..^^..law x da..kita report p kerajaan..kenapa x da keja ksong..hehe..xP)..semalam g tjumpa dia kat MACD..tkjut o..haha..xP..adik ba spent..itu la smpai ke MACD tuh..heheh..dia plak ngan kazen dia..hehe..mmg cantik Candle Queen sorg ni..sbab..aku x tkata ba..blurr ni..ckp hye pun ndak..adeh sandi eh(nya org kadayan)..^^"..(sorry i should say hye..ehhe)..cukup2..next story..xD

Aktivit??..hurm..baru2 ni..aku terlibat ngan futsal d kompleks...1st game group..kmi lwan batu arang..kmi menang 1-0..2nd game kmi lawan mix team..kami menang 2-0..3rd game kami lawan Horsehill(bukit kuda)..kmi kalah 4-1..tpi kmi layak ar ke pusingan suku akhir...lawan patau-patau fc(juara pertandingan tuh)..kami kalah 3-0..but..best la game tuh..kira kmi boleh makan jugak..but mayb bukan nasib kn..^^"..oh ya..hari pertama pertandingan tuh..aku eksiden..aku x apa2..kereta jak la apa2..hehe..langgar tiang..(x nmpak ba)..ngam lgi masa hntar Candle Queen ..heheh..^^"..frust giler aku..smpai jak kat kompleks..kluar keta trus hmpas telpon..huhuh..balik rumah..kena marah...but..last2 ok ar..da repair da smua..nasib kos x tinggi..rm300..huhu..lain kali aku akan cuba utk lbih berhati2..insyaallah..heheh...well..utk masa sekarang ni jak cerita yg ble aku kongsi utk korang..heheh...insyaallah..law x bz..next time same channel...ada lgi tuh..heheh..ADIOS..xD

hye,hello,ola,annyong..^O^

OLA...xD...lama da x tgok blog ni..heheh...erm..how do you do??..how do me do??..me do just fine..heheh...so happy..^^...learning so many things..about life,love,and many more...hehehe..well..what could you ask for more...well..kadang2 ada masalah tu besalah kn...hadapi jak..manipulasi kn persekitarannya..dan ambil pengajaran..heheh..

well..brapa minggu ni...aku gembira sgt2 ar..sbab dpt tlong c DIA(org yg aku cintai dan sayang)...pergi apply kerja..hehe..lucu ar..ada2 jak yg berlaku..kesian jugak dia..byk apply kerja..but..ada la jugak dpt 2-3 panggilan kerja...but blum dpt kerja lgi.. mayb blum ada rezeki lagi kn...x pa...satu hari nnti dpt tuh..kalau bukan esok, mungkin lusa, kalau bukan lusa, mungkin minggu dpan...dan seterusnya ar..^^..hehehe...yg pnting kena sabar dan byk berdoa dan yakin....^^...mana la taw tiba2 jadi perdana menteri esok harinya..hahah..xD

well...for me..erm...nothing much..bz with work...kadang2 stress kerja..besa la tuh..heheh..d kerja jak la..balik rumah x pyah ingat psal kerja..heheh..oh ya..kabel sound utk connect lappy & HP ke kereta & speaker hilang..=.="..hahaha...tpi baru beli baru..still x puas hati...psal besar sgt..mcm wayar microphone..hahah...and kasut bola yg aku baru beli..aku jual balik..murah lagi tuh..aku beli RM220..tpi aku jual RM100..hahah..xD..x da balik modal..rugi aku..hahah

uits..Got To Go..hahah..maw kemas rumah..nnti ada masa...me update lgi blog ni..hahha..insyaallah..bubye3x...annyong..xD

P/s: utk si DIA..sya sntiasa mendoakan kmu yg terbaik..sbab sya yakin kmu boleh..kalau x dpt kerja jugak..x pa..kmu gnti tmpat sya nnti..xP..sya resign..hehehhe..

long time no see..xD

adeyh...hahah...lama gila aku x update blog ku..haahah..maklumlah penat o..=.="...kerja..bz lagi...hahah..mna gym lgi..^^"..hehehe...well..aku akan cuba ar..rajin2 kn diri utk mengupdate blog ku ni (harap2..hahah..xD)....kalau x penat ar..heheh...erm..kali ni..citer ku..aku da dpt brang yg aku aim bertahun2..hahah..dri 2nd gen hingga la ia jadi 4th gen..haha...nak taw apa??..APPLE IPOD TOUCH!!..hahah..xD...erm..bnda ni..x da org ble larang aku utk beli..sebab..aku pki duit sendiri..hasil kumpul tuh..heheh..well..1st..rsa agak rugi ar..psal 3/4 dri pada simpanan bank ku habis..=.="..hahah..nak taw x mcm mna rupanya bnda tuh..

well..bnda ni..mcm iphone4...but x ble call..ada la jugak nak beli accercoriesnya utk membolehkn ipod touch ni call..mahal gak harganya RM400++...sdangkn bnda ni jak RM829...=.="..hahha...1st impression ok ar..nipis gila...camera terang..screen hd...mantap ar...syg x ble call jak..WIFI okay..mmg terbaik la....on FB or apa2 bnda yg berkait dgan social network dri bnda ni jak..hehe..^^"...malas da nak pki lappy..hahah..xD...(x kenang budi)...hahah...bnda ni kira mini laptop la..haha..wlupun aku ada bnda ni..aku mac gak guna hp nokia ku yg RM96 tuh..hahha..utk call dan sms...hahha..sbab snang..x complicated..banting,jatuh or sebagainya pun x rosak..heheh...well..buat masa sekarang ni..tu jak yg dpt d kongsi kn bersama..law berminat dgan ipod touch ni ble la beli..konfom puas hati..cuma x ble call..heheh..^^"(wah2 sempat mempromosi lgi)..hehe..ok..nnti aku update kn lagi blog ku ni..kena chow..maw rehat kn minda.hahah..annyong haseyo..xD

Altitude..xD

wahahha...another nice..but weird movie...i still dont get the story line..=.=...haha..but overall..nice and great effects..xD..

in this movie..the main character have a trauma of getting in the air...after disaster hits him when he was little...that result to his lost of parents...then...10 years later...he fly again..with his girlfriend..who was eventually..the daughter of the pilot which died with the main chracters family...then..something weird happen when a storm hits them..xD

Despicable me..xD

hahah..just watch this movie last night..and it was..funny...awesome...erm..touching..haha..xD..

this movie main characters name are GUR (steve carrell)..no wonder its hilarious..lol...who never watch it..must watch...because its one of the best..hahaha

keyakinan..^^

ui..lama da..x update blog ni...hahah..:D..1 bulan da kot??..hahah..erm..pa kabar smua??..mesti sihat2 kn?..well..sejak kebelakangan ni..aku da dpt balik keyakinan ku..yg dlu hilang...erm..aku x taw npa..but..aku rsa mcm lebih bersedia..utk menghadapi apa juga rintangan..:D..hehe..(eleh knun)...erm...aku x pnah rsa ragu..aku cuma rsa nak tingkatkn daya fizikal dan mentall utk meneruskan kehidupan..wa..happy gak ar...^^..heheh..rsa mcm lpas beban...sbab..byk lgi cabaran,dugaan,rintangan yg menanti di hadapan..atau di masa hadapan hidup ku...so..aku kena bersedia utk itu ar..psal c DIA...aku pun BERHARAP sgt..jika btul jodoh ku ma dia..syukur alhamdulillah..sbab aku btul2 cinta kn dia..kalau sebaliknya..biar la kmi berkawan dan..lihat dia gembira sdah cukup utk aku tersenyum...harap..sekiranya dia bukan bersama aku akhirnya...org yg bersama dia tuh jga la hatinya baik2..sbab org tuh x taw yg dia beruntung dptkn c DIA ni..^^..yg aku mampu buat skrg ni...hnya bersabar dan berdoa...agar..dpt mendpat petunjuk dari-Nya..utk aku meneruskan kehidupan..walaupun dalam diam aku pndam harapan yg mustahil pda c DIA..aku ttap berdoa pada Allah utk berikn aku semangat dan k'kuatan iman(bersabar) utk mendpatkn cintanya..AMIN..

RESULT STPM 2010

wa...masa yg di nanti2kan sdah pun berlaku...iaitu keluarnya keputusan STPM 2010..=.="..gila..huhuh..sblum result nak kluar..tkut gila aku...aku x tentu arah dkat opis tdi..huhuh..smpai la aku..pergi sekolah..pertama trun dri kereta..mcm2 reaksi aku tgok dri muka2 kwan2 calon STPM 2010...huhuh..aku pun mulai risau...sehingga la aku terjumpa dengan cikgu nurul...dan dia memberitahu aku yg aku lulus p.am..=.=..dri sna aku rsa lega skit..tpi dlam fkiran ku..btul ka apa yg cikgu ckap tuh??..huhuh..

so aku pun masuk la bilik mesyuarat SMK LAJAU...di sna la..terkumpul cikgu2 pra-u yg lain..dan juga calon2 STPM yg lain..yg sedang mengambil result mereka..smpai jak aku dpan pintu tuh...cikgu trus kac result ku...hahha...skali pegang..pergh!!..berdegup jntung mcm maw tercabut jak jantung tuh..huhuh..last2..aku buka plan2 jak...heheh...sekali aku buka..sengaja lagi tutup mata..hahha..smbil berkata.."aku x nmpak..xD"..hahha..sot..last2 aku buka..tgok P.AM ku..dpt C..fuh..lega hati..tgok BM & SAS pun ok..masing dpt C dan B...smpai la PP...aku tgok F...=.="..(law subset x pula)..then aku trus p tgok pointer ku...huhuh..hanya dpt 1.75...huhuh..(mcm mna maw masuk U)..matila..huhuh..aku rsa tertekan..sbab..parents ku mengharap sgt yg aku dpt masuk U..huhuh...tpi aku berkata sma mereka yg aku ble masuk sbab lulus...pdahal..mmg x da harapan pun..huhuh..sedih ku eh..mengacau mood ku d opis..btw ORG YG AKU SYG pun ble than gak resultnya..^^"..4C ar..3 principal, 1 subset..syg subsetnya subject pnting..but..x pa...aku yakin dia dpt gak masuk tuh..mna la taw C-(inilah subset= C-,D,D-) tuh ble di pertimbangkan...oh ya..dia pun ckp..yg dia nak ambil ulangan..aku kira ok jugak tuh..^^"...sbab..law dia principal P.am..lgi mantap resultnya..^^..heheh..btw subjek pnting tuh P.AM..x pa ar..ap yg ble aku buat utk dia is just support dia..sehingga dia dpt mencapai matlamatnya...aku x kesah dgan masa depan ku...yg pnting bgi ku..dia dpt masuk U..^^...dan mengejar cita2nya..^^

habis jak amik result..aku blik opis..smua org opis menanya...mcm result..aku ckap lulus jak..^^..malas nak nyatakn grade nya..sbab bukannya A jugak..so..diam2 sedja..lpas tuh..bapa ku jumpa aku...ckp mcm mna..aku ckp ok ar..but gagal satu subjek..trus dia p call aku punya sepupu..huh..malunya aku..=.="...lpas tuh mama ku lgi call..dia ckp mcm mna..aku ckp ok..cuma gagal perniagaan..then dia ckp "mmg ko bukan di bidang bisness...ko mayb d bidang pentadbiran(kerajaan).."..huhuh...hbis aku d kena kn..huhu..but..wlupun result ku x seteruk mna..tpi..aku still risau dgan pointer ku..kerana..pointer ku tidak menyakinkan aku utk masuk U..huhu...down2 sgt2 aku...law aku x dpt masuk IPTA..mayb terpaksa jugak masuk IPTS..huhuh..utk masa sekarang aku kena fokus dgan hal lain dlu...baru..aku ble fikir psal study blik...harap2 la..aku dan dia dapat panggilan U...AMIN!!

STPM

hahaha..matila..hari isnin ni keputusan keluar..hahah..xD....bersamaan dgan 21 february...erm...aku rsa mcm2..but..x la se nervous tem aku ambil SPM dlu..huhh..x taw npa..but x pa la...just tawakal dan berdoa..agar dpt mencapai keputusan yg baik dan memuaskan...AMIN INSYAALLAH..^^"

erm..aku sedih lagi..T_T(x boleh tdo)

sbab...aku keliru dgan perasaan ku....:/..aku taw..aku ni terlalu menaruh harapan kepadanya..terlalu tinggi sgt cita2 ku utk milikinya..tpi apa ka daya ku..aku hnya mampu pendam shaja..dlu aku berani bgitahu dia ttg perasaan ku...skrg..??..aku x da keberanian sdah..sbab aku tkut iyanya aku merosakkan hbgan ku yg sedia ada bersamanya..sedih sgt2 taw..kerana..aku x pnah dpt tolong dia..:'/..mcm mna aku maw jadi yg istimewa utk dia..kalau aku x dpt tolong dia..aku ni x taw la..npa aku x ble jadi mcm lelaki lain..??...yg ble lupakan skjap jak??..huhuh..kenapa aku setia sgt??....btul...aku kalau tgok p'puan lain pun mcm x da feeling..law puji2 lawa tuh besa la...niat utk ada kn hbgan??..sory sikit...aku x taw..apa yg aku rsa sblum ni (ketika sma F bukan nama sbnar)..muncul lgi balik..skrg dia lagi menggantiknnya ...T_T...aku dpt rsa cintanya..tpi aku x suka lelaki yg mempermainkan dia dlu..kesian dia di sakiti begitu...drg ni mmg buta..untungnya org utk mendptkn dia...sbab bgi ku..dia ada ciri2 perempuan yg mmg diingin smua org...(kmu yg pernah couple ma dia untung..sbab dia memberikn komitmen dlam hbgan..tpi kmu silap menyakiti dia)...dan aku plak??..hnya mampu memendam rsa kepadanya...utk luah kn??..mungkin ada satu hari nnti..skrg ni..diam2 sedja.huhu..-^^

band yg ku puja..xD

well..pada mulanya..aku ni x brapa minat mereka ni...dgan lgu demi waktu..:/...x taw la...but..ada sehari tuh..kwan ku kenal kan lagu cinta dalam hati...thun 2006 x silap aku...pergh!!..start dri sna band ni..aku puji2...smpai la skrg...wlupun ada krisis band mereka ni...ttpi mereka ttap di hati ku...band yg aku maksudkn ini ialah band ungu..kalau 1st dgr dorg launch album demi waktu..(kumpulan apa ka ni??..==")...but..tndanya...mereka da meningkat la..kalau dapat hasilkn lgu seperti cinta dalam hati..ni ha lyricnya:

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dalam hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

reff:
ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja

gila maksud lirik ni..terlampau mendalam..hahah...well ada la jugak kaitan dgn hidup aku sndiri..heheh..^^"..dan lgu ni kira fav all time ku la...sbab maknanya tuh...bermakna sgt..^^.well..lagi pun skrg aku mengalami benda yg sma..tgah menunggu ssorg dan..aku skrg mampu pendam jak perasaan ku ni utk dia...tgok dia bhgia aku pun bhagia..hurm..^^"..aku x nak jugak berharap sgt kat dia..sbab apa yg pernah berlaku antara kmi ..memungkinkan dia x kn berikan aku pluang lagi sekali utk mencuba..hurm..x taw ar..kalau boleh aku mmg nak dia utk teman kan aku seumur dlam sisa baki hidup ku..-^^..sbab utk mencintai ssorg mcm dia shingga begini..sgt luar biasa...

P/S: sya tggu kmu..^^

erm...^^"..AKAUN BANK..

well...as usual...hari ni blik kerja awal..psal byk org opis cuti..=="..hahah...so..aku pun buat akaun bank la tdi..but blum ada lgi kadnya...akaun ada sdah..kat jak blum ada..hahah..xD...minggu dpan aku kena ambil ar..huhhu..x pa...yg pnting..aku da ada akaun..heheh..

SeLaMAt HaRi WiLaYaH ^^"

hahaha..hari ni hari wilayah ba plak...x sdar2..hahah...erm..sya nak ucapkan selamat hari wilayah bagi negeri2 persektuan (KL,PUTRAJAYA, dan LABUAN).....selamat menyambut cuti jugak bgi yg cuti...ini lah masa utk merehatkan minda dan mengemas2 rumah..atau pun melakukan aktiviti2 yg berfaedah..hehehe..;D

SeNioR ku..=="

hahaha...byk2 org..mereka la yg paling pelik..kalau tem sibuk..mengeluh minta tolong la apa la..tpi bila mereka free..aku minta tolong pun x ble..hahah..xD..x pa..kata org.."x pyah menyusahkan org"...hahah..kalau di ikutkn...drg senior ku ni...ego2 orgnya...ada yg temberang lebih...ada yg kata dia pernah pndai trus x pndai..hahah...^^"..hairan..ada ka org pndai pergi ke x pndai??...=="..hahah...btw aku respect drg..cuma style kerja drg x mcm yg sepatutnya..kalau x bz..x da la tuh dkat office..=="..ada ka etika bekerja begitu??..kalau la..aku yg bos...tukar pekerja eh..drg pun slalu mengata belakang...ntah la...sot eh..

SuNdAy MoRniNg

hahaha..well...seperti biasa...hari ahad yg pnuh kebosanan...tpi hari yg baik bgi org bekerja..heheh..xD...ahad ni..x da buat pa..just relax kn minda dan sedia utk keja esok hari..heheh...ckp psal sunday ni..teringin plak nak dgr lagu sunday morning yg pnah di nyanyikn oleh Maroon 5..heheh...xD..apa2 pun..buat la..aktivit yg baik...bersama dgan keluarga, kwan mahupun yg tersayang..^^..SELAMAT BEREHAT & BERIADAH..^^

another happy day...^^

erm..sperti mna yg aku ckp..hari ni..aku jalan ngan dia..heheh..erm..mcm mna nak ckap eik..1st..aku ambil...well..ada lewat sikit ar..^^..hehehe..tpi..x pa..1st dia nek keta..hbis ku kacau..hehe..sbnarnya dia x suka keta tinggi..tpi..heheh..maklumlah..itu jak and kedua2 buah keta ku tinggi..hahha..xD...lpas tuh kmi ambil kwan dia..hehee..then baru p UK terus..heheh..smpai jak UK tawaf dlu..(kerja yg biasa di buat...atau aktivit harian)..hahah..^^"...then kmi singgah kat kedai kucing si daus...^^"..hahah...kmi crita la sma si daus...lama jugak kmi stay kedai dia...sejam kot...then dlm aku bercerita sma daus..aku ckp ma dia..aku nak belikan si dia satu arnab..hahah..well..ongkos dia kat rm 200 la...wow..x pa..ada hari aku belikan jugak..^^..hehehe...then..lpas dri kedai daus..kmi p PIZZA HUT (lama da aku x makan sni..hahha)...kmi order yg utk 4 org punya..hehehe...well..puas hati la gak..sbab..mcm2 kmi citer..lpas tuh dtg c wawan...maw makan jugak..haha..then..rncang nak balik..but..tetiba aku nak bwa dia jalan p pntai..then dia ckp..dia nak pntai yg anginnya kuat...ehhehe...aku bwa la jugak...smpai la kmi dkat pntai tuh..and aku bwa dia p hujung batu...(tempat aku slalu lpak kalau x da mood..^^)..heheh...kmi duduk smbil terkena siraman air laur..(masin o..==")..hahaha...tenang hati dduk di smping nya...dlam hati ku berkata...akhirnya dpt jugak aku bwa dia ke tempat ni..heheh..-^_^...dekat2 jam 6 gitu kmi balik ar....then aku hntar kwan dia blik dlu..selepas itu baru aku hntar dia balik...smpai2 jak kat simpang dia..ada abgnya..=="..tkut giler aku..nasib abg dia x tgok aku dlam kreta..kalau x..mati aku..hahaha...well..aku pun balik rumah la...smpai jak rumah c wawan minta duit lagi..hahha..=="..(adik ku ni mmg kuat belanja..abis la)...smpai jak dalam blik aku rehat dan berfikir..aku rsa ini kali berjalan dgn dia mmg best ar..heheh..^^

^^..heheh

erm..gembiranya aku...aku dpt gak call dia..heheh..dpt dgar suaranya..huhuh..sbab lama sgt aku x dgr...mcm2 kmi cerita..hahha..mcm besa la kan..aku rindu saat2 tuh...dlu..tiap2 malam aku call..skrg..jarang da..:/..punya happy aku skali dia angkat telpon..^^..dgr suara ank buah dia lgi..heheh..erm...1 sejam lbih jugk kmi bertelpon..hehhe...kebetulan..nak tnya psal jalan hari ni...heheh...last2..ke tempat lain la plak..hahha..xD...apa2 pun..x sbar nak jumpa dia nnti...harap2 la semua berjalan dgan lancar esok...AMIN..heheh...sbab..mungkin masa ni..aku dpt tnjukkan ma dia yg aku mac care psal dia..(manala taw dia pun sma jugak..hehe..==" perasan..)..k wish me luck..i'll keep updated about it..hheheh

AKu RiNdU diA...T_T

sejak kebelakangan ni..mcm ssah aku maw smbunyikn hal ni sma org...hahah..asal tgok muka ku..taw la org (kawan2 ku)...yg aku rindu ssorg..heheh...erm..pa boleh buat..aku hanya mampu pendam sedja (sepupu suka pki ayat ni saja = sedja..==")..hahah...aku x la berharap sangat dia pun merindui aku..tpi..aku mmg x boleh lupakan dia..huhuh..dan..aku x pnah s'serius gini..bila dalam ssbuah hbgan...aku mmg kurang pengalaman dalam hal begini..secara individu..tpi secara teori..terlalu byk pengalaman yg aku kumpul dri kwan2 ku..hurm..nasib aku la x byk pengalaman kn..tpi aku boleh belajar..hurm..:/..kadang2 jugak rindu ni..mcm menipu diri kta sendiri

well..taw la..kadang2 kita manusia ni..menipu diri sendiri...kata x..pdahal iya..(ego la ba tu kan??)..itulh manusia biasa..yg menjalankn hidupnya sperti manusia lain..utk trus hidup di dunia ni..aku rasa..aku menipu perasaan ku sndiri utk merindukannya??..hurm..sbab mmg lain btul apa yg aku rsa..rindu yg teramat2 lah..aku pun x dpt nak bayangkan..aku mmg terasa sangat2 kehilangan dia..huhuh...tpi tu ar..kadang2 aku sms dia..dia blas..dan kmi trus bersms..blum cukup lgi tuh...pastu dlam diam aku berfikir..rupa2nya..aku rindu..snyumannya..tgurannya..suaranya..huhuh..T_T..smualah..huhuh..aku nak dia tahu..yg aku tetap setia menunggunya smpai bila2..sbab..aku benar2 sayangkan dia & cintakan dia..hurm.. :/

P/S: Jaga diri kamu baik2 eik..ingat saya selalu..kerana sya sntiasa ingat kn kmu..T_T

GaJi..hahah..xD

well..hari ni aku happy sangat...sebab akhirnya...aku dpt gak gaji pertama ku..sebagai seorang pekerja...heheheh...tpi..aku pun..x taw mcm mna nak guna..hahah..xD..(pelik??..==")...terancang dalam fikiran maw buka akaun bank..hehe...ada jugak maw simpan gitu jak...heheh..x taw ar...yg pnting esok..aku kena jalan..itu yg pasti..hahah..xD..

JaNuArY

well...da nak dkat hujung bulan pertama thun 2011...x sedar plak..hahah..^^.."cepat masa berlalu ya??"...(itulah yg org tua selalu ckp bila melihat anak mereka membesar..hehe)...dan apa yg mereka perkatakan itu mmg benar..^^...sbab skrg, aku official seorg dewasa (ikut tahun ar..law bulan jauh lgi heheh ;D)...erm..byk rintangan jugak aku lalui tem awal tahun ni..heheh...kebanyakan hal2 yg aku x sgka terjadi..berlaku jugak..hahahh..^^..nasib la katakn..mungkin yg diatas maw menguji kita kali..heheh..apa2 pun..kebanyakkan masalah tu...da settle..cuma...skrg ni...aku rsa merindui ssorg..huhuh..sangat2...aku nak kac taw dia..tpi tkut nnti..lain lgi reaksinya..hehhe..x pa la..biarlah aku pndam sorg diri..^^..tnpa menyusahkan org lain..hehehe..(baik sngat??..:P)...hehhe..and..aku x sbar nak dpt gaji pertama ku..hahha..

yeah its..GAUT..=="

hurm..today is a very2 bad day..because i miss work for the 1st time..huhuh...because of this damn GAUT..=="...sakit gilak..kena dua2 belah kaki...rasa mcm x pndai berjalan plak rsanya...kaki kiri di ankle...kaki kanan mcm yg tertera di gmbar tuh..=="...ini la yg bikin malas...diet slah..makan pun slah...kenapa mesti tem aku kurus plak ko muncul..???...npa x tem aku berisi dlu...T_T....SAKIT TAW X!!!

korea dRAMa..^^

well...i watch this korean drama two times already..hahha..xD..but still..me do not feel boring watching it...i think..all of the korean drama that i watch...WITCH YOO HEE is the best..but the drama doesnt have great ending...heheh...majority korean drama dont have great ending..hehehe..but who cares...if the story line is good..everything is good..right??...heheh...in WITCH YOO HEE...i love the main characters chae moo ryong(jae hee), ma yoo hee(han ga-in)...they both have great chemistry..heheh..^^...i just love how they connected to each other to live the characters...btw i really admire jae hee style of acting..he's cool..i hope to see him in another drama again..hehehe

hurm..swollen ankle??..

yo2...yesterday i got knock at my ankle..when playing football..damn it hurts untill now...but,,actually the knock one is at the right side of my ankle...but..my left ankle hurts the most..=="..i think my goitre is coming back..T_T

^^"

hurmmm...i really worried about her...heheh..i really am...

but dont worry..i know she can handle..yes..i believe in her..^^"

Love??

erm...love..there's not to many love story about me...but..i'm learning it..^^..which do you prefer??..being loved or falling in love??...for me..i prefer falling in love...because..when you are being loved..she/he will love you with all their heart..but how about you???..will you love them back??..it is so hard..it so different when you fall in love...if you fall in love..there's so many thing that you will always do for her..erm..many thing..or everything or anything..just for her...heheh..but..i've failed on two occasions already..^^..its sad..bcoz..u cant have the person u love..hurm.. :/...well...thats life..u cant have want u always wanted..right??..^^"..hurm

where to start - achiving goals

well...it all started in 2010..in the month of march...heheh...back then my weight was 140 kg....hehe..untill..my father's friend came to our house..he's shock just by looking at me...so big...(btw in the pic i'm 1st from the right side)...well..actually he(my father's friend) had a weird or i rather say cool  gadget..well..with his gadget he can detect the level of cholesterol in someone body..so when i try it...the gadget tells me..that i can get stroke..whenever(ngam lagi sakit kepala tem tu)...from that point..i've put a test to myself..decrease my body weight...heheh..actually there's to many challenges to decrease weight..many people think that i cant do it...its impossible...but..i've just put the impossible on the side of the road..hahaha...i'll keep on working hard...well what i do is..just diet and sports...1st month of it..i loss almost 12 kg....well..i was happy to see the result..just for the 1st month...then i got more motivated...well it took me almost for 7 months to workhard...at that time my weight was 86 kg...erm..people who saw me..shocked..they dont believe that i've done the impossible...i was very happy..because of my hardwork..i've done the unthinkable..well..i still continue the rutin...but nt like always..coz..i just want to maintain it..currently my weight is 78 kg..the last time i checked..heheh..well this pic is the latest version of me..heheh..spot the difference..and remember..nothing is impossible..^^

erm..whats this??..^^"

helo2...hahah..wa2..finally i made me..my own blog..hahah..after waiting for almost 2 years...huuuu..=="...yeah..trying to learn how to do with it..heheh..^^..Arasso!!..